Something wrong

today is our sch's sports day...took a lot of photos...mostly are friends...and first time acted like a crazy girl in sport complex thre...running in the rain wif friends...goin in front of the track to take photos

bad news

bad news: he's still not found yet...evrybody must pray for him to be found..it's alrdy the 8th/9th day since he was last seen..

im so bored...i went out today from 8am until 4.30 i return home..i feel sick..i guess it wasn't realy sick...it's just......tired..walkin walkin walkin..

=P i dont have a nice feeling of this..things are always gettin worse for me..i wonder whre am i after 5 years..and how am i at that time...hope evrthings fine.. migrating to australia.. is this a good idea??a friend suggested me to do this in the future.. sure it is good if u hv all the $$$ in hands.. but sadly i dont think i hv enough to do that...well i guess i should hv just stay in sandakan...and enjoy the peacefulness here... =) it's not that bad, is it?? =]

actualy i wished that i can go back to the time im just 7 years old..imagine if i had studied hard tat time, will i be more clever now??xD

the end of this holiday is drawing nearer..soon evrybody will be panic and prepare all the school stuffs..guess not evrybody, im the only who panic tat much..haha..goin to stdy in form5E nxt year...im a bit scared coz the toilet is so far awayyyyyy...what if i get a stomache..God Bless Me dont get a stomache..

goin to sleep now...today's a tiredsome day..should treat myself a good night sleep and shouldn't be straining my eyes at here..

Holiday-ing

Almost half of my sch holiday's gone and i still havent study anything yet...am so lazy...evryday sits in front the comp...msn + facebook .. sometimes until almost 1am

evry morning i wake up with red eyes and running nose...is tat a sign of lack of sleep? but sometimes evn if i slp earlier than tat n wake up late i stil get those red eyes n running nose..ahh...wat's wrong wif me..

thre's something happy bout holiday too..recently am addicted to badminton.. thanks to my friends ..haha..they brought this into my life..i wish i could get better in this =) 4 times of badminton outing liao ... in just 2 weeks .. glad to have it..but will stop for some time coz some of my friends are leaving to kl... i start to like badminton.. nw i regret for my past years' holidays coz i din use them for badminton...haha... although erytime the day after badminton wil get muscle pain , it's worth of it... a lot of fun is gained =D and emm.. got a feeling like got closer wif some friends tat im nt so close to for laz few years although we're in the same class...

Halo~ monday!

haha...sometimes i wonder y cant my life be like some people...anyway life's so-so...glad to be like that...at least no need to suffer =) be grateful??haha..



received some exam papers...hmm...ok ok lo those marks..but not so satisfied actually..but nevermind..i think that i had tried my best alrdy...but like stil got a lot of careless mistakes...hehe...

wat's happening? is there something or is there nothing? or is it between nothing and something? haha..dont ask me why cannot..i dont wanna tell u.. >.< im lost!! oh no..dun wan to think bout this...just left aside...think bout it tml mayb...haha...

straining my eyes agn...hw stupid am i...i felt sorry to my eyes..i'll be goin to slp now =) bye, blog..

Strained eyes

im sitting in front here straining my eyes..i wish i realy could close my eyes..haha...but i dont want to...so pain..headache oso..

how's life recently?? there's something new in my life..something that comes in unexpectedly..hmm.. i wonder how long does it last..im still waiting...time will tell...perhaps she's right bout it...or perhaps i can change that fact...i hope im right...haha...i hope i didnt make the wrong decision..hmm..im so confused..and im lazy to think bout it..haha.. nice question: how many s_____ do u wan??haha...i like it actualy..

it's after exam now...sch life's a bit dull yesterday..because half of the class went to sit for the replacement for History exam..we're bored in the class...haha...only me n her sitting together...other ppl are in a whole gang..chit-chatting...we'd talked to her..haha..not bad talkin with her..but sometimes she's quite bad...why cant she be good evrytime..????...

tomorrow will be goin to fren's house..party athre...gonna hv some fun after exam..hope it turns out to be happy n real fun athre..^^ i've bought snacks n puddings to bring thre...hope u all like it =)

Haiz

there they do it again~ they are arguing agn...what kind of family is this..when i grow up next time i don't hope to have a family like this...it's like being in hell

im doing wrong things again..supposed now i should be studying bio..after i finish this post, i will go and continue my studies...currently listening to Ft Island's I Hope while typin at here..i hope tomorrow i can do well in bio..i dn hv reference book to study for experiments in paper 3..im doomed!! pls...let me do well in it!!

just now i've been invading other's blog ..haha..oO..they're couples?? no wonder u called her baby~ xD... none of my bussiness actualy coz i dono both of them..

im cute mehh?? i know im not...so stop saying i am..i cant imagine what would u say and think about me when u dun like me anymore..haha..anyway i dont like getting ur attention..feels like somebody stalking at me..but if u ignored me, im not happy bout tat too..haha..and im not ur xxxx ...when u find another who's better, u wont say like dat anymore.. haha...i know it..tats wat u r in my impression...rmb u told me b4 all ur laztime those things bout ur love..hahaa

wee~goin to sch again tml...cant wait to c my frens agn...yipee~ =]

hmm...got a desire to pee now...haha...i'll stop here...thn tat means i shall continue my study after goin to toilet..wasted almost an hour ++ sitting in front here

I Hope

It's been a week since my last post...im busy of exams...today just finished history exam..hmm...what marks can i get i wondered...because of it i stay up until 12midnite and wake up at 4am..i hope the marks can repay my effort for it..haha..well im good to myself..before i went to sleep, i treat myself some instant noodles...i didnt cook it in the usual way...i heat it up by covering it wif hot water... XD

yea..my friend's right bout wat she said laznite..last paper for this week..haha...quite hapi but stil more to go..1st paper is english..i wrote bout Hope..hmm...i knw it' s a bit risky to write this kind of question but i hv no choice..i cant seem to have enough points for other title..

2nd paper is bm..i wrote bout the negative effects of handphone towards teenagers..seems a lot of ppl wrote on this...i bet i cant get good marks cause my essay is not vr good anyway...and tcher said if many ppl wrote on the same title, there will be competition in marks.. T.T

3rd paper is chinese..hmm...the paper 1 i done it quite fast..when i finished it seems like other ppl are stil busy writing..so im afraid that i might be writing it too cincai..hopefully not ba...hehe..i wrote them all in 1 piece of paper only...luckily this one so far as i asked my friends, those that i asked didnt write same title as me..haha

4th paper is sejarah...today...im struggling for it as i get the paper...many questions i dono the answers...but when i look back at them again & again...i just put some answers in ... hopefully can get some correct...half of the ppl is gone for the rakan muda programme...wee...

Fav song currently: Ft Island's I Hope..been listening to it since i get bac from sch..and i am sending it to my friend now..the song is bout lovers...hmm...hard to say...but from lyrics , it said that the girl gone missing, the boy is sad...and he kept convincing himself that she'll come back...and he's her love...and she's his love...the music is quite touching...tats y i fell for this song...haha...the main vocal oso quite handsome...HongKi(jane's fav boy)...haha

haha...i guess im stil the way i am when im small...sometimes i feel sorry for the person that im avoiding from...im bad...haha...but when u come to me, i cant help to run away...tat's what i want to do when i see u coming...maybe im a bit weird...but anyway i sometimes think that you shouldnt hv like me...im older than u(tat's wat i dun like)...and im not gud enuf for u la...haha...u got many other choice de..