tiring..physically and emotionally

now playing: AlexGoot - Apologize
I need you like a heart needs a beat

first day of sports..killing me already..first time ever getting involved in running chores for teachers..all these running up and down make my leg tired and it hurts a bit. funny how I dont even know how to jump over the rail..I'd still rather to go the other way round though it'll take a longer time. first attempt, nearly hurt my... second attempt, knocked my back... third attempt, nearly sprained my thigh. Am I old or am I born not to do this kind of action. Such an easy action, still can't do...I'm useless.

3000m tomorrow, hopefully can finish it. 30minutes only, you'll only feel humiliated for that 30minutes, dont be afraid, 30 minutes is just a short period of time

read your tweets..it's funny how the best conversations come before we sleep xD ? that's not me right..I dont remember any hahas from you last night.. why.. from what I've seen so far in these 3 months, I have a bad feeling that you're going deeper and deeper into it, I don't know how to pull you back. I'm tired but I still wanna try. maybe I don't have any thing better to do? and I like to get myself into trouble? tweet, tweet more about her so I can know and I can feel sad again..I love this feeling.. lies lies lies.. THIS IS SO DEPRESSING !!!!!

how did you change? Did I push you to it......