I shouldn't

I shouldn't have let you wait,
I shouldn't have act like I never care,
I shouldn't have let chances slip away,
I shouldn't have hide my feelings,
I shouldn't have take you for granted,
I shouldn't have believe that there's always next time,
I shouldn't have suppress my feelings,
I shouldn't have let my temper control me,
I shouldn't have make you feel sad,
I shouldn't have make you feel disappointed,
I shouldn't be aware of what you're tweeting now,
I shouldn't be concerned about what you're thinking now,
I shouldn't be your burden,
I should have left, but please can I don't go?
I hope I can stay.
I wish I could turn back time.
Sorry.

half dead

been living like this for half year..i still miss......twitter, a place that I can stalk.. says Cant wait for hols, gonna teach someone manual driving again xD ... so happy? you know what..long time ago, when you've just got your license, i thought you're the one who's going to teach me..sadly I spent my first lesson with a few other friends, I told you..that this is not what i want it to be. You gave no response...i wonder whhy..now i know, you have someone else to teach.. my heart doesnt feel well now.