Halo~ monday!

haha...sometimes i wonder y cant my life be like some people...anyway life's so-so...glad to be like that...at least no need to suffer =) be grateful??haha..



received some exam papers...hmm...ok ok lo those marks..but not so satisfied actually..but nevermind..i think that i had tried my best alrdy...but like stil got a lot of careless mistakes...hehe...

wat's happening? is there something or is there nothing? or is it between nothing and something? haha..dont ask me why cannot..i dont wanna tell u.. >.< im lost!! oh no..dun wan to think bout this...just left aside...think bout it tml mayb...haha...

straining my eyes agn...hw stupid am i...i felt sorry to my eyes..i'll be goin to slp now =) bye, blog..

Strained eyes

im sitting in front here straining my eyes..i wish i realy could close my eyes..haha...but i dont want to...so pain..headache oso..

how's life recently?? there's something new in my life..something that comes in unexpectedly..hmm.. i wonder how long does it last..im still waiting...time will tell...perhaps she's right bout it...or perhaps i can change that fact...i hope im right...haha...i hope i didnt make the wrong decision..hmm..im so confused..and im lazy to think bout it..haha.. nice question: how many s_____ do u wan??haha...i like it actualy..

it's after exam now...sch life's a bit dull yesterday..because half of the class went to sit for the replacement for History exam..we're bored in the class...haha...only me n her sitting together...other ppl are in a whole gang..chit-chatting...we'd talked to her..haha..not bad talkin with her..but sometimes she's quite bad...why cant she be good evrytime..????...

tomorrow will be goin to fren's house..party athre...gonna hv some fun after exam..hope it turns out to be happy n real fun athre..^^ i've bought snacks n puddings to bring thre...hope u all like it =)

Haiz

there they do it again~ they are arguing agn...what kind of family is this..when i grow up next time i don't hope to have a family like this...it's like being in hell

im doing wrong things again..supposed now i should be studying bio..after i finish this post, i will go and continue my studies...currently listening to Ft Island's I Hope while typin at here..i hope tomorrow i can do well in bio..i dn hv reference book to study for experiments in paper 3..im doomed!! pls...let me do well in it!!

just now i've been invading other's blog ..haha..oO..they're couples?? no wonder u called her baby~ xD... none of my bussiness actualy coz i dono both of them..

im cute mehh?? i know im not...so stop saying i am..i cant imagine what would u say and think about me when u dun like me anymore..haha..anyway i dont like getting ur attention..feels like somebody stalking at me..but if u ignored me, im not happy bout tat too..haha..and im not ur xxxx ...when u find another who's better, u wont say like dat anymore.. haha...i know it..tats wat u r in my impression...rmb u told me b4 all ur laztime those things bout ur love..hahaa

wee~goin to sch again tml...cant wait to c my frens agn...yipee~ =]

hmm...got a desire to pee now...haha...i'll stop here...thn tat means i shall continue my study after goin to toilet..wasted almost an hour ++ sitting in front here

I Hope

It's been a week since my last post...im busy of exams...today just finished history exam..hmm...what marks can i get i wondered...because of it i stay up until 12midnite and wake up at 4am..i hope the marks can repay my effort for it..haha..well im good to myself..before i went to sleep, i treat myself some instant noodles...i didnt cook it in the usual way...i heat it up by covering it wif hot water... XD

yea..my friend's right bout wat she said laznite..last paper for this week..haha...quite hapi but stil more to go..1st paper is english..i wrote bout Hope..hmm...i knw it' s a bit risky to write this kind of question but i hv no choice..i cant seem to have enough points for other title..

2nd paper is bm..i wrote bout the negative effects of handphone towards teenagers..seems a lot of ppl wrote on this...i bet i cant get good marks cause my essay is not vr good anyway...and tcher said if many ppl wrote on the same title, there will be competition in marks.. T.T

3rd paper is chinese..hmm...the paper 1 i done it quite fast..when i finished it seems like other ppl are stil busy writing..so im afraid that i might be writing it too cincai..hopefully not ba...hehe..i wrote them all in 1 piece of paper only...luckily this one so far as i asked my friends, those that i asked didnt write same title as me..haha

4th paper is sejarah...today...im struggling for it as i get the paper...many questions i dono the answers...but when i look back at them again & again...i just put some answers in ... hopefully can get some correct...half of the ppl is gone for the rakan muda programme...wee...

Fav song currently: Ft Island's I Hope..been listening to it since i get bac from sch..and i am sending it to my friend now..the song is bout lovers...hmm...hard to say...but from lyrics , it said that the girl gone missing, the boy is sad...and he kept convincing himself that she'll come back...and he's her love...and she's his love...the music is quite touching...tats y i fell for this song...haha...the main vocal oso quite handsome...HongKi(jane's fav boy)...haha

haha...i guess im stil the way i am when im small...sometimes i feel sorry for the person that im avoiding from...im bad...haha...but when u come to me, i cant help to run away...tat's what i want to do when i see u coming...maybe im a bit weird...but anyway i sometimes think that you shouldnt hv like me...im older than u(tat's wat i dun like)...and im not gud enuf for u la...haha...u got many other choice de..

SiCk

ok..let me answer my friend's question first..who's him?? him is actually meant mybrother..hehe...i jz read it agn..

listening to LaChaTa by F(x)...haha...dont f(x) just sounds like the function tat i learn in addmaths chapter 1...

im sick agn..from morning till now..because of it my eyes are not feeling well..how can i study in this kind of condition..my throat is pain because of it too..headache is like coming again too..i dont hope for much..i just hope that my eyes and nose will feel better..so that i can contnue to do my studies..there are not much time left..im afraid im goin to disappoint myfamily this semester..i hope i can handle it and do well in all subjects

still im sneezing continuously now while writing this post..it's not the same..this time the flu is more serious than those usual flu..and the light is hurting my eyes now just because my eyes are not feeling well..and that leads to headache..hmm...should i study tonite..

why do you kept telling me those kind of stuffs..pls don't play play with me...haha...stop being my ear's candy..haha..don't tell me u love me

pls....god bless me...in this coming exam...hopefully i can....

only for u

"oh oh only for u" u said so...is it really only for me?? dont lie to me..i'll be very sad if u lied. im listening to It's You by SJ...i kept recalling ivy's dance moves...hehe...this song is quite touching..haha..if a boy sang it to me, im quite happy..but depends on i got feelings towards him or not..wakaka...

keu nuga nuga mworaedo naneun sanggwan eobdago..i like it... hehe..

nothing much happened today...but we got alot free periods...the most highlighted event is our bm tcher ask us is it we got many things to do, she say she giv us free bcoz since she din prepare for the lesson...this tcher is quite real she evn tel us tat...haha..account had a sudden test...actualy test is better than having a lesson bcoz the risk of being scolded is lower...hehe...don't know what kind of thought i have in myself...but sometimes i claim myself a weird person..n sometimes im acting awkwardly in front of some specific person..im just a weirdo~

nothing happened...i wished something could have happened today to cheer up my day..it's a quite usual day..nothing much..during sunset, the orange colour sun seems to be cut into half..but i din manage to take a nice pic of it..bcoz i stil dun rmb tat my camera hv sunset mode...stupid me...silly me...missed a chance

speaker recovered...enjoying for awhile b4 my sleep...having sleepless night thinking of something...yea..perhaps miss teoh is rite today's youngsters have too many things in their mind..a too packed mind is not good for studying...tat's why i can't excel in my studies..

listening to ss501's because im stupid..im listening to this most probably because i felt tat im stupid too now..naneun jeongmal pabo..this song is quite sad..i prefer listening to it alone just like now..im enjoying the moment now..

exam is drawing nearer..but for sejarah i read until chapter 1 only...i nvr use time wisely..i got a week holiday but i really cant concentrate and because of U ahh!!! sometimes i realy hate u..bye bye nvr say goodbye~the song goes like dat..niga neomu pogo shipeun...niga neomu saenggak naneun naleun...honja dashi do.......baby i love you im waiting for you...finished...

let's listeng to ast'1 n t-max 's something happened to my heart...yea because something happened to my heart too..jeongmal gaseumi eotteoke dwaenabwa..jakku nunmuri meojigil anha...geujeo hanmadiman saranghaehanmadiman naege malhaejumeon andwaeni? woo...hard to catch up...nid to repeat the song agn agn for some parts to type its lyrics...but duno correct or not...mayb im goin to slp soon..my eyes are straining now...

saranghae hanmandiman naege malhaejumyon andwaeni? my fav part of tat song

listening to someday's do you know..from boys over flowers..vr touching T.T though i dun realy understand it n the music quite slow, still i like it

today's post quite funny...mostly talking bout songs...i'll stop here..should be goin to hibernate
i hope something will happen tomorrow..i hope

i felt stupid

u really make me felt like im so stupid..i just don't understand why..stop it please..if i can make u stop it, maybe i'll stop it by myself but i think i can't and i don't want..do y'all hv any idea bout what im talking...i don't really know either...xD..im so mad~im so mad~ im crazy...naega michyeo~ something 's really weird...when im typing now, my heartbeat increases and i don't know why again...and this makes me think bout part of a song's lyric [ can you feel my heart beat fast, i want this to last, need you by myside ] just because of the increase of heartbeat...haha

black colour shirt...i want to see it again...haha...

i've been doing nothing the whole day long...i felt useless. I should have used my time to study but just because of u, once again I didn't study again. Have you any idea that u made me become like this...arghhh...i hate you, but yet i still like you...wahahaha...and this make me feel dumb...T.T